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SELF LOATHING & GUILT

SELF LOATHING
 
We all hate ourselves from time to time. We cant help it its what we do. What is the trigger for self loathing though? Is it what you say or what people say about you? Is it what you do or what people do to you? Maybe your one of those people that manages to blame themselves for anything that ever goes wrong? Why must I hate myself so much? Good question. I hate being depressed. It takes the fun out of everything. I hate it even more when people dont understand that depression is a mental condition. People like me cant help feeling like this. I hate myself for feeling like this. We all feel self loathing sometimes, I guess the only thing we can do about it is let it pass.

GUILT
 
Guilt is the next worst feeling in the world. Everybody is guilty of something. Partners are guilty of cheating on their partners. Friends are guilty of backstabbing friends. Models are guilty of eating that chocolate biscuit which they have to work off for and hour and a half. Students are guilty of cheating on tests. Murderers are guilty that they want to hurt others. Paedophiles are guilty of finding children attractive. Judges are guilty of letting innocent people go to jail, and criminals walk free. Drug abusers are guilty of letting themselves get this messed up. Prostitutes are guilty of letting strange men into their pants for money. Bullies are guilty for picking on people smaller than them because they are alone themselves. Computer geeks and nerds are guilty for having no other friends then themselves because society is guilty of not being able to accept a person for who they truly are inside, not what their appearance is or because of what they like. The point is that everybody feels guilty sometimes, whether it is their fault or not. It affects us because it is something we cannot help. It is there and the only way to stop guilt is to not lie or decieve. Stop pretending to be what everbody else wants you to be and be true to yourself. If being true to yourself means that you feel the need to cheat, lie, decieve then you need to be true about why you are doing the things you do. So if you are that person who cheats on their partner, you need to face the fact that your current relationship is not satifying you. If you are a murderer, paedophile or rapist you need to accept that you may need help and seek it. Dont be afraid to ask for help.

I showed you my face... but that was never enough for you, so I left you with my bleeding heart.